05/14/2009

So here I am. I have found myself thinking about this girl again. I still like her and would like to have the chance to tell her how I feel. I haven't seen her for a while so I don't know if I'll ever get that chance. I'm starting to think about her less and less which seems to be both good and bad. Good because I am able to focus on more important things like my school work. Last fall I had trouble focusing because I was thinking a lot about her. My grades didn't suffer really bad though. Bad because my feelings for her are dissolving bit by bit each day. The reason being is that she may feel the same way about me as I feel about her. You can never be too sure though. Despite all this, I am resting assured that the Lord has someone special out there for me, whether or not it be this girl. By placing my faith in him, I know that everything is going to work out. As long as his will is forfilled, that's all I care about. I hope everyone is enjoying their summer so far. Please keep me in your prayers as I am taking summer courses.

Your brother in Christ,

Joey